well, it's really OOC for angel, but okay,you want it here you go :L
'there is only one true reason Angel tries to get close to Aubrey, and that's because he is scared. back in Spain the world was too big for him, and the sudden move to the USA just shocked him more, the world he saw was a world that he would never fit into by being himself, so he fakes his persona to keep with the city, for a couple of years, that had been working well, he soon forgot of his old wandering self, until he lay eyes on aubrey, not her looks, or her personality,but her attitude.
he was jealous of it, she was so strong willed and had but a care in the world for anything that may be life threatening, Angel though that maybe if he got close to aubrey she would understand that he has not got the power to do what she can do so greatly, and that he looks up to her... but his decision was too late, that innocent angel had changed long ago. and now his last resort is to let everything be crushed until the old him comes back...'